The Class Project: How To Kill a Mother: The True Story of Canada’s Infamous Bathtub Girls – Bob Mitchell

•January 30, 2018 • 2 Comments

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The Class Project investigates the incredible murder of a mother by her two teenaged daughters. Author Bob Mitchell details the murder trial and provides a troubling look at the youth culture that not only supported the two sisters but encouraged them to commit the crime and then revel in their secret for almost a year. Through interviews with witnesses, Mitchell reveals the world in which the girls lived, exploring the social and psychological elements that influenced their actions.

My Thoughts

This case, oh my goodness this case. It’s chilling. I read this book for the first time nearly ten years ago for my Intro to Criminology class. I was eighteen, a first year university student. I was idealistic. This book jaded me in ways I didn’t expect. Reading it for the second time, so much later, it hits me a little differently than it did then. But it still hits.

Ten years ago, I had little to no experience with true crime beyond what I read on CBC news or in my city’s local news outlets. These accounts are not nearly as detailed as a true crime novel.

This book horrified me back then. Now, I have a bit more experience. I have a better grasp of the atrocities humans can inflict on other humans. I am hardened by these atrocities. I may have a different perspective now than I did then, but I am not completely unaffected.

Before I get to the nitty gritty, I have to comment on the writing and style of this book. The writing is riveting. Mitchell spins the story quite well. We go through the case point by point, fact by fact, gleaning information from what must have been hundreds upon hundreds – if not thousands – of official court records and statements. That’s a painstaking task.

Where I draw most criticism is that this book reads as entirely unedited. I am not, nor have I ever been, a professional editor. I have no idea how the editing industry works. But I would hope that glaring spelling and grammatical errors would be the very first things addressed. In this book, they most certainly were not. There were needless, and constant, repetitions of phrases – often mere paragraphs apart – with the exact same wording and inflection. Whether this was done in error, for emphasis, or as filler I do not know. But it was annoying, to say the least.

I must reiterate that I am not a professional – or amateur, for that matter – editor. But trying to wade through the editing mess made for very slow, very frustrating reading.

All of that said, this case is truly fascinating. A pair of teenagers decide to kill their alcoholic mother by drugging her, plying her with alcohol, and drowning her in her own bathtub. This was a deliberately planned act. This was first degree murder.

Their downfall was months and months worth of MSN Messenger chat history between friends – friends who had known this was going to happen. Friends who had contributed their own thoughts to the plan. Friends who, at no point, ever told anyone.

That was a recurring theme throughout the book – that multiple people were aware that the sisters had planned to kill their mother, and then proceeded to do just that. It boggles my mind that these kids – and they were all kids, teenagers – didn’t say anything. The book goes through all the excuses: kids being kids; they didn’t think the girls were serious; they didn’t want to get in trouble; so on and so forth. I have a hard time believing that.

The sisters, however, certainly didn’t have a hard time gloating about getting away with murder. At one point, rumours were flying throughout the girls’ high school, people hearing that they killed their mother from second-, third-, and fourth-party sources. It sounds outrageous. It sounds surreal. And yet, somehow, no one sounds the alarm. This is the part I have the most trouble with – that no one is concerned or alarmed enough to alert an authority figure.

Until one person does. And the meticulous murder plot comes crashing down on the sisters’ heads.

This case has stuck with me for ten years, and will likely stick with me for ten more. It’s haunting and fascinating. It’s a case I truly hope I never see repeated.


2017 Reading Roundup

•January 1, 2018 • 1 Comment

We all thought last years was… something. But this year, oh boy howdy this year was internationally disastrous. We made it through, and now it’s onward and upwards! (Says the most cynical person.) Going forward, warning for explicit language.

2017 was a challenge for all of us in many, many different ways. Somewhere between the clusterfuck going on internationally and personal challenges, I am not sad to see 2017 go. It wasn’t all bad, I can admit that. But the not all bad was heavily outweighed. And this definitely showed itself in my reading.

I hit major reading slumps this year, but I managed to pull myself together for a few reading blitzes. When I was on, I was on, and I was reading at a break-neck pace to get reviews out and enjoy myself. But when I was off, picking up a book felt like carrying dead weight. I’m working towards vastly improving my mental health, and I’ve made some progress.

My goal this year was to read 40 books. I managed to read through 19. Not quite halfway, but it’s something better than nothing.

Of the four books that I gave a five-star review to on Goodreads, I think The Raven King was my personal favourite. As a whole, The Raven Cycle series was a lot of fun, and very interesting to read.

Going into 2018, I plan to finish The Ministry of Peculiar Occurrences, and hop on to a few more trilogies that I have on my still ever-expanding TBR pile. I’ve set my goal at 40 books again, and I hope that, at the very least, I can make it halfway.

As I said in my piece last year, I’m not quite gutted that I didn’t make my goal but I won’t let it get me down too much, either. Something is better than nothing, and progress, however big or small, is still progress. I’m looking forward to what 2018 holds for me work wise, in my personal life, and in my bookish endeavors.

Cheers and Happy New Year!

All my love, Aubrey.

The Hating Game – Sally Thorne

•December 22, 2017 • 3 Comments

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Nemesis (n.)
1) An opponent or rival whom a person cannot best or overcome;
2) A person’s undoing;
3) Joshua Templeman.

Lucy Hutton and Joshua Templeman hate each other. Not dislike. Not begrudgingly tolerate. Hate. And they have no problem displaying their feelings through a series of ritualistic passive aggressive maneuvers as they sit across from each other, executive assistants to co-CEOs of a publishing company. Lucy can’t understand Joshua’s joyless, uptight, meticulous approach to his job. Joshua is clearly baffled by Lucy’s overly bright clothes, quirkiness, and Pollyanna attitude.

Now up for the same promotion, their battle of wills has come to a head and Lucy refuses to back down when their latest game could cost her her dream job…But the tension between Lucy and Joshua has also reached its boiling point, and Lucy is discovering that maybe she doesn’t hate Joshua. And maybe, he doesn’t hate her either. Or maybe this is just another game.

My Thoughts

I was very nervous about starting this book. It got a lot of hype this year. I put it off for a while, but finally decided to give it a go. The hype is well worth it, I must say.

This book draws you right in from the get-go. It’s enticing, and clever, and oh so witty. Lucy is engaging and fun and wildly passionate. The games she plays with her infuriatingly composed colleague Joshua seems petty and childish at the outset (which she admits herself), but they establish an important foundation to their relationship.

Lucy and Joshua are complimentary in their opposition. They balance each other quite wonderfully, even through heated words and nasty snark. But Lucy never backs down, not for one instant.

The dynamic between Lucy and Joshua is riveting. I loved it. I would grin through every single one of their word battles and interactions. It never got old. It was always fresh and invigorating.

I haven’t read a romance novel in a while, but I’m very glad to have come across this one! I look forward to more from Sally Thorne in 2018!

The Obsidian Chamber – Douglas Preston & Lincoln Child

•December 20, 2017 • 3 Comments

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After a harrowing, otherworldly confrontation on the shores of Exmouth, Massachussetts, Special Agent A.X.L. Pendergast is missing, presumed dead.
Sick with grief, Pendergast’s ward, Constance, retreats to her chambers beneath the family mansion at 891 Riverside Drive–only to be taken captive by a shadowy figure from the past.
Proctor, Pendergast’s longtime bodyguard, springs to action, chasing Constance’s kidnapper through cities, across oceans, and into wastelands unknown.
And by the time Proctor discovers the truth, a terrifying engine has stirred-and it may already be too late . . .

My Thoughts

After finishing the last Pendergast adventure, I couldn’t help but pick this one up right away! I was on the edge of my seat, and I just needed to know right away what happened next. I was not disappointed.

There’s less mystery here – though there are hints of unknown events and players which string themselves together along the way. There are many light-bulb moments with various reactions, though most frequent were mutterings of “oh good lord no”. This book is action adventure from start to finish. There’s barely a moment to breathe between chapters.

An event I feared at the end of the last book came to fruition in this one, but not quite in the way I expected. An old nemesis is back, but with an entirely different purpose than I originally expected. (I won’t go into the details of their agenda – spoilers!) The revelation kind of threw me for a loop, and the resulting shout at my book startled my cat quite severely. (Yes, I do shout and yell and scream at my books frequently.)

The mental manipulation and planning in this book is deep and intricate. This book is less about deliberate movements for immediate desired effect, and more about future results. In the end, Constance still proves to be one step ahead of the game every step of the way.

She’s exceedingly brilliant. Despite a rather bitter ending – which I figured would happen, though I hoped for the opposite – I do hope we see more of Constance’s developed investigation techniques. Her mind is definitely one that should not be left idle.

Crimson Shore – Douglas Preston & Lincoln Child

•December 14, 2017 • 2 Comments

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A secret chamber.

A mysterious shipwreck.

A murder in the desolate salt marshes.

A seemingly straightforward private case turns out to be much more complicated-and sinister-than Special Agent A.X.L. Pendergast ever could have anticipated.

Pendergast, together with his ward Constance Greene, travels to the quaint seaside village of Exmouth, Massachusetts, to investigate the theft of a priceless wine collection. But inside the wine cellar, they find something considerably more disturbing: a bricked-up niche that once held a crumbling skeleton.

My Thoughts

Do you ever get that feeling, after reading a book, where you kind of stumble around in a haze because you aren’t 100% sure that what you just read is actually what you just read? Yeah. This book did that to me. It wrecked me totally and completely. And I loved every moment.

Crimson Shore is book #15 in the Pendergast series, and it’s a series I’ve been reading since I was in high school. My dad introduced me to this series, and now we read the books together as best as we can, seeing as we live in different provinces. These books are a big part of me. And they have never once left me disappointed.

Pendergast and Constance, both just as enigmatic as they are pragmatic, dive into a case with cautious gusto and uncover far, far more than they ever bargained for. Pendergast is grace and shadows, sometimes a little too unreal. But he has his very human moments – like not knowing what Google is, let alone how to use it. Constance is a very grim, Victorian sort of sarcastic, lending to an almost old-fashioned sort of characterization. And then she teaches Pendergast how to use Google. They’re a very balanced sort of complimentary. It’s truly, truly wonderful.

This mystery is set in an idyllic small New England town, where the secrets are just as old as the family names that are lauded with undeserved esteem. In usual Pendergast fashion, so many little pieces fit together in just the right manner. For a split second, we may think we figured it out. And then we’re thrown for a major loop. As all the loose ends are tied, it all comes together like a neat and tidy braid.

After 15 books, Pendergast’s methods – the one’s he’s painstakingly teaching Constance – still leave me befuddled. He does the most eccentric things that don’t make any semblance of sense at the time. But, one must remember that Pendergast never does anything by accident. His every move, word, and action is deliberate and carefully planned. It just might take a little time for that to become clear.

It didn’t take much time at all for me to get completely enthralled with this book. I couldn’t put it down to save my life. It is carefully crafted to leave you begging for more while pondering (sometimes out loud, much to my partner’s chagrin) just what the bloody hell is going on. Oh, and of course the cliffhangers.

THE CLIFFHANGERS. (Okay, I think I’m composed now.) By the end of this book, I was a wreck. Mentally and emotionally, this book destroyed me. I have too many questions and very few answers. I have a dreadful suspicion as to where the next installment will take me. If my suspicion is correct, the next book may very well leave me in a very similar state as this one.

There’s only one way to find out.

The Raven King – Maggie Stiefvater

•December 7, 2017 • Leave a Comment

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The fourth and final installment in the spellbinding series from the irrepressible, #1 New York Times bestselling author Maggie Stiefvater.

All her life, Blue has been warned that she will cause her true love’s death. She doesn’t believe in true love and never thought this would be a problem, but as her life becomes caught up in the strange and sinister world of the Raven Boys, she’s not so sure anymore.

My Thoughts

There are very few occasions in which I finish something, and then want to start it all over again. Not because it’s over and I want more. More because I want to experience the adventure over again, see things I may have missed, take my time, and see things I know anew. The Raven Cycle is just such a series that inflicts these feelings in me.

Everything about this book is restless and urgent. It crawls under your skin and settles. You have to keep going, keep moving, continue forward. Forward means something different to everyone, and the inherent okayness of that is brilliant.

What I love most is that the ending is open, and mildly bitter-sweet. Nothing is wrapped up in a pretty bow and presented on a silver platter. No, instead there are questions and queries. I love the questions and queries. But most of, it’s magic.

Magic is woven into the fabric of reality – of everyone’s lives – so intricately, I can’t remember reading about a time where there wasn’t any magic in Henrietta. It simply is. And it doesn’t have to be a secret!

I can certainly see why this series has gained the following and reputation it has. It can affect anyone in so many different ways. I know it’s definitely affected me.

And the best part? Through everything these teens have been through, the most important thing is their friendship, and how in love they all are with each other. It’s inevitable. It’s just how things were supposed to be. It’s perfect.

Blue Lily, Lily Blue – Maggie Stiefvater

•December 5, 2017 • Leave a Comment

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Blue Sargent has found things. For the first time in her life, she has friends she can trust, a group to which she can belong. The Raven Boys have taken her in as one of their own. Their problems have become hers, and her problems have become theirs.

The trick with found things, though, is how easily they can be lost.

Friends can betray.
Mothers can disappear.
Visions can mislead.
Certainties can unravel.

My Thoughts

If The Dream Thieves explored the foundations of friendships, Blue Lily, Lily Blue explores introspection. After the events of the previous book in the series, everyone is left a little bit affected and changed. They all have to re-learn not only themselves, but each other. It’s a bit of a harsh learning curve, but a necessary one.

Blue is thrown for a major loop, starting her senior year with more unknowns than anything else. She’s searching for her own purpose in the search for Glendower, as well as a future that will make her happy. Things are still a little tense between her and the raven boys, but she’s established that she isn’t going anywhere.

Oh, and this whole salty BFF thing she has going on with Ronan? Yeah. I need more of that. All of that. I love their relationship so much. Ronan will never admit it, but his soft spot for Blue shows more and more as the book progresses – which is a major change from how he treated her in The Raven Boys. This progress makes me so happy, I could squeal! (I’m fairly sure I actually did, at one point during one of their sassy interactions, make an inhuman noise that startled my cat. Whoopsidoodles?)

It’s becoming more and more clear that they’re all running out of time, and the hunt for a Welsh king is coming to a head. Peaceful little Henrietta is anything but. There are so many people – most of whom are major bad news – after whatever keeps Henrietta so powerfully mystical, whether it’s the ley line or anything else.

These magnificent, glorious, magical teens have their work cut out for them. Honestly, I’m a little afraid for the ending, but not because I think it’ll be a bad ending. No, I’m certain The Raven King will end exactly as it should, and it’ll feel more than satisfactory. What I’m nervous about is how much it’s going to hurt to get there.

One final note – I very rarely make predictions or assumptions about how a book, or series, will end, or what’s to come in the next installment. I’d very much like to keep this spoiler free, so please don’t tell me if I’m right or wrong! The entire point of the adventure is to find out for myself. Thank you!